Ariana Grande pens heartbreaking note on first week after Mac Miller’s death.
Sweetener singer Ariana Grande has remained mostly silent on the sudden passing of rapper and producer Mac Miller last Sept.7, only posting a wordless commemoration of him two days after his death.
But now, the singer spilled her feelings in a heartbreaking note on her Instagram which featured her and Miller presumably at dinner when they were still famously in a relationship.
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i adored you from the day i met you when i was nineteen and i always will. i can’t believe you aren’t here anymore. i really can’t wrap my head around it. we talked about this. so many times. i’m so mad, i’m so sad i don’t know what to do. you were my dearest friend. for so long. above anything else. i’m so sorry i couldn’t fix or take your pain away. i really wanted to. the kindest, sweetest soul with demons he never deserved. i hope you’re okay now. rest.
Calling him “the kindest, sweetest soul,” Grande said she adored him and that in the week since he passed, she “still couldn’t wrap her head around it.”
But what really got us was her saying she was sorry she couldn’t “fix or take your pain away.”
Internet trolls have mercilessly barraged Grande with accusations of their breakup being the cause of his continued addiction.
But what not many people know is that she tried repeatedly to get him help to get him off drugs, but ultimately the relationship got too toxic, and who said it was her responsibility to get him straight?
Despite their breakup though, Grande had only kind words for the rapper.
With all that happened in the past weeks, the God Is A Woman singer took time off for her mental health, skipping the Emmys for a much-needed break.
“Given the events of the past couple of years, Ariana is going to take some much-needed time to heal and mend. She will be staying close to home and using this period to spend time with her loved ones and work on new music without deadline. She thanks her fans for their understanding,” her team said in a statement released to People.